done, at last

production: 33 days (est.)
rendering time: 5.5 hours
status: final review completed
release date: 8 july 2007
running time: 987 seconds

what do i think?

the love and the hate of it

it's time to go through it again.

no sweat, it's something i love,
something i am passionate about,
something i feel i am called to do.

but i hate it.
i hate the amount of time spent on it.
i hate my looking into and tweaking
every detail that i can grab.

although i enjoy the fruits,
i fear paying too high a price for it.
i lost someone dear to me,
i feel like holding me back;
for fear of it happening again.

but if that's what i have to bear,
i should know by now
that life doesn't always go my way.
please sustain me and please,

hold my feet to the fire
'till i'm breaking in sweat
'till i never forget
that Your calling keep me on the line
give me the nerve
here it's all in the serve