number 13 has never been unfortunate for me. i don't believe in luck; i believe everything that happen has been allowed by God.
my composure is always under control. staying calm in as many situations as possible.
it has never been so difficult. my much needed break is still eluding me.
i never find the question "How are you?" so difficult to answer. to answer honestly, that is.
i am very much looking forward to the day when i can say "Fine, thank you."
why must it happen again?
i wonder what's at the end. will it continue this way? will there be anyone on the other side?
but pain is good. pain is a friend. if pain can be felt, you know you are alive.
first it's in 3 months' time. we waited.
then suddenly it starts with 5. then 7. then 9.
and now it's 13.
make up your mind...
I’ve been looking until my eyes are tired
Listening until my ears are numb
Praying until my knees are sore from being on the floor
I know that You know that my heart is aching
Running out of tears and my will is breaking
I don’t think that I can carry the burden anymore
All of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans
Are slowly slipping through my folded hands
I’ve been walking through this world like I’m barely living
Buried in the doubt of this hole I’ve been digging
But You’re pulling me out and I’m breathing in the open air
This room is dark but I will be seeing
There’s a new ray of hope and I am believing
That the past is the past and the future will look brighter
Because all my hopes and dreams and my best laid plans
All are safe and secure when I place them in Your handsSo I’m gonna lay it down
I’m gonna learn to trust You now
What else can I do
Everything I am depends on You
And if the sun doesn't come back up
I know Your love will be enough
I’m gonna let it be, I’m gonna let it go
I’m gonna lay it down
happy birthday, little sister! love you lots!
never seen him perform before, except in church.
i finally got my chance when i decided to make full use of my half day off to the very end.
the pub upstairs was playing typical hot dance floor songs. in here, the music is much more peaceful and relaxing.
i wish i could say that to you.
but i can't. not because i want you back.
i don't like the way you handle things. please, there are people around you.
i seriously hope and pray everything will turn out well. for you.
CDPC is a great place to meet many youngsters.
here's Yo enjoying her biscuit.
Zach is sitting beside her with the same biscuit in his hand.
Partly hidden in the rear is the adorable little guy featured in hush.
some came and went, but we have been here for the past year or so.
small as it may seem, but it packs a punch.
L to R: susy, terry, weelee, elvi, adeline, song, chuong
there is this whole stretch of road flanked by beautiful brown buildings, illuminated with custom-designed street lamps and some greenery with benches as featured in this picture.
it was raining, and i thought there will be no possibility of getting any photographs.
thank God it stopped and the wet ground added some aesthetic reflection effects to the images taken.

but why such a nicely-built place, and so deserted?
would having some people walking around make this place look livelier?
this is not a shopping mall; it is a goverment office complex. maybe that's why too many people don't come here.
the original context of this image has not been photoshopped.
if you are wondering what is sticking out of this mannequin's... er... there, it's a shoe.
not sure what message these people are trying to convey, but it sure is not too kind. of all places to display a shoe on sale, why there?
hmm.. any ideas?