inevitable

for the longest time i wonder
why are we not growing
why it feels that we are weakening
why we are just going through the motions

i thought to myself and realise that
i could be the problem
i could be the cause
i could be the why

i will say no more of the other
but i doubt that God will let us grow or fly
as long as there is something so obvious
that must be first made right

i will watch and wait a while more
because i cannot see you this way for long
it's best that i do the inevitable
that i should be the one to walk away

so that you can fly again